Act 1: scene 5

Klaine are the perfect couple

You seriously can’t disagree whether you’re gay or straight.

stfucuzyoudontknwme:

(via blaine-anderdick)

she’s the devil’s bitch and a liar

i wanna see the look in her eye…

turns out my 2 year girlfriend whom i love very much has been cheating on me with my best friend.

worst part? he was the one to tell me.

i ask myself why i forgave her… maybe cause i’m not so innocent either? but still man, this is fucked up. it didn’t just happen once and well as far as i know they didn’t have sex but they might as well have :/ 

i had a dream, a revelation if you will, the other day about the afterlife. it was one of those dreams that take hours and in our world i’ve only been asleep for like 20 minutes.  i saw things that made me feel complete and happy. i finally knew my purpose on this planet and then suddenly i wake up to the horrors this world has brought to me. i don’t know if this is my trial and if i’m supposed to “forgive” but what other choice do i have?  i love this girl with everything i have and the problem is….. i know she loves me too.  i saw that look of fear in her eye when i was gonna call it off and she couldn’t stop sobbing. it felt like a bad movie. i didn’t cry.  i teared, but i didn’t cry.  

i told that asshole to fuck off and he went off about how they’re “in love” and all this bullshit when the guy doesn’t have a job, is suicidal, has a drug addiction, and has a fucked up family.  i know that she isn’t into him but still… the fact that she did anything with him just makes me sick.

i mean, it wasn’t a “hookup” which i would be totally okay with cause i mean at least it would be “once” or whatever, but that isn’t the case…

it was more than once and behind my back and even on some days where we would all hang out.  i considered that guy my little brother and he considered me a brother which is why he told me the truth. he seemed troubled lately and i tried helping him in every way possible and finally i knew why he was so bothered.  he wanted to commit suicide because he was in love with his best friend’s girlfriend……….

i kept the relationship because it’s not worth throwing away over some petty bullshit.  i told her to grow the fuck up and if she wants to be with me then to prove herself.  all my friends know and we all hang out all the time and she’s gonna tell her best friend whom i know is going to probably hate her. 

am i wrong to stay with her? i mean should i forgive her?  i already have, but should i really keep it going?

what scares me and makes me nauseous the most is the fact that if he hadn’t told me, how long would this have kept going?
i asked her that question and she said “not for long, i told him it was fucked up”, but i mean…. not for long?  

this morning we woke up amazingly happy in bed and as we were progressing through the day i brought it to her attention.

i said, “you know, the most fucked up thing about this is that it wasn’t a hook-up. you were cheating on me. It was an ongoing action.” Had i not stopped them in their tracks thanks to his whoreish nature, what else could have happened?

Sure she loves me, but is that enough?